because even though i did my all the king's men project and am ready to present, the class is still not done discussing the kite runner and i don't want to be there.

i just freaked out in lunch.

i yelled.

it was not good.

now i have a headache.

and i feel sleepy and sick.

but whatever.

so i guess i'll just play online.

because there's nothing else to do.

idk what i'm going to do tonight.

there is no bball game as far as i know.

i have to get same a bday present but i could always do that tomorrow.

idk.

i don't want to go home.

just because i don't know what to do.

i don't feel well.

and i'm running out of money.

well i mean....i can get more money.

i just have to ask.

and i don't want to.

anyway.

i'm off.

tata.

i should be at home. i'm really sick. but right now i'm in the media center working on my project for all the king's men. i really liked that book.

so anyway.

i'm really sick.

i just said that.

i'm stressed out, too.

because senior project is due tomorrow.

and i have an appointment with the berea children's home after school.

and i'm really sick.

and i'm nervous about getting there.

and my car wouldn't start this morning.

this is turning into a shania twain song...

oh, wow.

i better go before i get any more lame.

is that even possible?

i think now.

i currently love: valentine's day. the millionaire matchmaker. the soup. joel mchale. boys who look like sasha pavlovic. all the king's men. jude law. dead poets society. books. all quiet on the western front. my dogs. the color pink. talking to random people. my cell phone. clean cars. smoothies. spas. travelling. polyvore.

i currently hate: valentine's day. the cavs' injuries. bloody noses. annoying underclassmen. the media center. mayonnaise. scars. dieting. the mail (it never comes!!!). waiting for college. the cold. the school's hesitation to close. coffee. across the universe.

i currently should be doing: my senior project proposal. math homework. apes objectives. reading.

i currently feel like reading: all quiet on the western front. the stranger.

i currently am: falling apart but doing pretty well holding it together.